phan 22

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22: “Oh… don’t cry…”

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“No… no, don’t cry, please… don’t cry…” Dan said, cupping Phil’s face with his hands. He had never seen Phil like this before. Sure, he had seen him cry once or twice, but he had never seen him this vulnerable.

Phil wasn’t full-on bawling, but he definitely wasn’t dry-eyed. “I’m sorry, it’s just… I can’t believe how far we’ve come in the past… nine years, both of us? I don’t even remember how long it’s been, and we’ve already done so much. It’s going by too fast, and… we’ve done so much for so many people. I’m really just… I can’t believe that we’ve written a book or gone on tour or made a game or…”

Dan looked at him for a second before placing a kiss on his forehead. “Phil, please don’t cry. Things are only going to get better from here. We’ve already done so much, and we’re going to do so much more. Believe me.”

He wiped Phil’s eyes, trying to get the tears out of them. He hated seeing Phil this way. Dan knew that he wasn’t really upset, but at the same time, he felt like he had made Phil sad for some reason.

“I know, but it feels like everything’s going by too fast. Before we know it, we’ll be old and we won’t be making videos anymore, and nobody will remember our names…”

“Are you kidding? We have so many people that love us and look up to us! I’m sure that they’ll all remember our names. We have an app, we have a book. Everyone who has those will remember us, and still think that we’re the coolest, even when we don’t post anything anymore, which I highly doubt. You and I will probably keep making videos until we’re like 80.”

This got a laugh out of Phil. Dan laughed with him, and Phil’s smile stayed after he laughed. “You’re right. I should probably stop crying. I mean, there’s so much to be happy about! After all, I’ve got you, too, don’t I?”

Dan blushed. “Um… I guess, but that’s not really the most awesome thing you’ve done, right?”

Phil shook his head before leaning forward to kiss Dan. His eyes closed as he waited for his lips to touch his, and he knew that this was all that really mattered to him in the long run.

When they both pulled away, Phil smirked and said, “So you think that I’ve done you, huh?”

“PHIL YOU SARCASTIC LITTLE SHIT.”